truth

I wonder about mysticism sometimes, I am intrigued but cautiously distant from becoming too excited about it. It seems that most every philosopher and religious person has an initial moment of inspiration, I mean, there is usually one person who has a religious moment, then they write about it or tell others, then the others jump on that bandwagon, put on official uniforms and then build a religion, philosophy, church group, tv show based on that initial person.

These levels get filtered down until the original meanings are dispersed into nothingness.

IE: Joyce Meyers

Nothingness. Check out Hegel, one of every grad students masturbatory keyword. His initial inspiration was this other dude (jakob bohme) who was so wacked out he couldn't get a comprehensive philosophy of his own going. Not to mention you know, those religious figures that people say mean something that they didn't even ever say.

So?

So there underneath it all, lies something that only crazy people and children can see for some reason. Something people call God or truth or neurons or whatever.

My question would be that why does it have to be underneath? Why can't someone just say, ok God is...?

Muslims say God is God. That's pretty cool. But then why are so many people following men? Men are men, God is God, religious leaders are animals, God is God, dog is dog, cat means snap, crackle, pop.

WTF

"you" tube

Why on youtube does everyone have clips from tv shows (danny devito drunk! Dave says jokes!)

Didn’t they watch it on tv?

I thought youtube was different from tv

psycho-analysis

so i had this dream last night like this:

i was at some place that was going to have a show, like a punk rock show, and i think i was going to perform but not sure, all i knew was that i needed to pee real bad. the bathroom had these pee-stalls that were formed out of cave walls and where you peed was just a huge hole in the floor that was filled with clear water. you could see down into the water like a swimming pool and it was a huge underground cavern of water that you might like to dive into and swim around in. on the wall underwater someone had scrawled graffiti that said something like "no wi-fi service down here."

Then a girl comes in and starts washing her shirt in the sink and i'm trying to pee and she's like "sorry i got something on my shirt." Then i start to pee and a whole bunch of diarrea comes out all over my clothes (i was wearing a jump suit, suspiciously buttoned up like a baby-sleeper type outfit). then i'm like "oh damn" and i tell the girl "well i just went poo all over the place, how am i gonna clean this up?"

that's it.

the answer

i think the answer lies somehow within the following situation:

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if we can somehow figure out a way to get those free couches laying around alleys and free hot dog warmers to india i think the global poverty crisis would soon be abated

wtf

who chose this to be the story of the day

i think it highlights something, but i'm not sure what

maybe heavy metal breeds "islamic" beard growing?

maybe, the threat isn't real at all?

maybe they are showing us a big picture filled with scary thoughts to distract us while robbing and raping from behind

ingestion

yesterday i put into my mouth the following things:

3 - cups chock full of nuts coffee
1 - glass tap water
5 - slices of new jersey style cheese pizza
1.5 - pitchers of yellowtail ale
2 - bites of blue laffy taffy
2 - red stripe jamaican lager (12 oz.)
1 - New York Fudge Chunk on Waffle Cone @ Ben & Jerry
1 - extra large jack in the box french fries (in glass bowl with malt vinegar, sri racha hot sauce, jack in the box hot sauce)
3 - jack in the box jalepeno "poppers"
7 - advil
3 - acid reducers
1 - zetia cholesterol medicine

i am still here today, ready for more action!